Why, how, and when did I end up here? The answer is very clear to me now, but it took 40 odd years to figure it out and I'm sure there is more to figure out yet. But I'm an Indigo Aries Person and I usually take the most non-practical and unconventional routes to get to where I'm going. But one thing I know for sure is I did it my way, and no one stood a chance to stop me from being who or what I am. I can wholeheartedly say I trusted every instinct I have ever had, even if it meant I had to learn the hard way and I don't regret any of it. Being into angels, fairies, spirit, and energy healing doesn't always go down very well with some people, in fact, it can change their impression of you very fast, so most people don't let on to others they believe in invisible beings of light and winged creatures. I on the other hand have never been afraid to tell people about my beliefs and I am very used to being looked at with little smirks, squinty eyes, and crinkled foreheads. There are even groups of people that pray for me to stop doing my work because they think I work with the dark side. I am truly grateful for their concern and I send their many prayers back to them in an abundance of love and blessings. But I have to say there is more folk that are so open and understanding to my beliefs. As a child, I was shy, unconfident in the power of my voice and my self-worth was very low ( not the fault of anybody, it came with the package - lessons to be learned). But the unknown was normal to me and I never really questioned it or thought it was unusual.  As a child, my poor mother had her hands full with my screaming fits of - "there's something in the wardrobe, under the bed, or the people in the pictures are moving or I can hear people talking". She brought me to the doctor on many an occasion to check that I hadn't some kind of brain disorder, but my childhood doctor always reassured her and me that I was fine and would grow out of it eventually. Little did he know!!! hahaha. Only joking! My childhood consisted of long playful days, playing in the fresh air and always looking for magical adventures either alone or with my friends. I loved hearing stories of ghosts, leprechauns, and fairies. I used to stay with a friend sometimes and she lived in the countryside and we would spend hours exploring the land looking for these magical beings, and listening to the folklore of the land from others. I loved it so much and gave me the foundation to be open to all other levels. I had a very powerful imagination and I knew on some level I'd been here before in other lives, and I often felt homesick for the familiar I'd known before. I would get funny feelings in my stomach and heart that would make me feel sad but also loved. As a child, I spent much time on my own. Life was very different then, there was not as much to do back in the '80s and if you were at all open to energies these were definitely the perfect times to be open to it all. No wifi, mobiles, and satellites like there is today interfering with our bodies and minds. Food was pure and we ate less crap. It is easy to write this looking back. Even though I was mostly happy, I felt sad a lot and as I said lonely for something I didn't know of yet. The first memory I have as a baby is of me floating over my Cross pushchair looking down and seeing myself fast asleep in it while my parents watched television in the same room. Some would say that was a dream, but you know when you know what is true and what is not. I was a strange little girl indeed. I was so sensitive and I was often sick with something physical. I didn't like school very much and would dread it most days. Academically not great, It was just not the way I was wired. I got into trouble in class often and was deemed one of the trouble makers, but I was actually a good child and was terrified of teachers and adults, so I kept quiet usually. But I did like to have fun and laugh. As time passed and my awareness of spirit got stronger  I tried very hard to close my energies down and I eventually managed it in my early teens. I become the typical teen and rebelled against my inner spiritual self. I wanted to grow up and have fun and do everything I could that would be opposite to spiritual ( of course I did not know what spiritual was back then) and I became the average teen of the nineties and had lots of fun. Remember though, It is easy to write about it now as I know now the story so far. It is just like doing a jigsaw, when all the pieces come together the picture becomes clearer. I have to say myself, It's a very interesting story, because now I see the plan and why I am here doing what I'm doing. I will continue explaining it over time to you and hopefully, it might help you or someone else understand their journey or why you were sad or confused, or why a child is sad or frightened. We are each on a journey somewhere. Today think back to your childhood, tune into how you felt, was there anything you may have experienced that was a little bit different. I hope you enjoy my writings and follow me on my journey of putting the puzzle of our existence together. We all have a purpose here and we have so much to learn from a spiritual energy aspect.  So for now.

Much Love and Joy

Lisa Marie xxx